The Impetus

An early morning walk... by the wayside..
Crossing snails settle the mud-smitten roads, i felt..
Time walked with music filled ears,
And the drumming thunders
and sweating rains 'red carpet'ed the path:
Deep seated silence and the long sighted moon
Accompanied.

Mild, fragrant winds whispered
to the "Me" deep within, that was
lost in the clutches of Nature
and revealed IT.

"Accuse me more, I will comfortably cry:
Yes, I am a sadist,
Lying to myself
Yet discovering the "Me"
In the dream called Life
And acknowledging myself
in the knowledge of Ignorance."

Then the "Me" recognised:
Leave the Fantasy World.
Rise to Every objection.
Fail not to any more opposition.

"Now, ye wickering Winds, I beg you,
Take me to the place deep inside,
Where Silence is the Best Music and
Joy fills up the space
With Forgiveness everlasting and
Love Enduring!

I will come,
Indeed, Every Human will.."

Vanity

At the start, a brighter day it seemed to be,
By noon it grew dimmer..
At the end 'twas emotions overflowing;
I sink in tears and sleep in it..
Ever-Looking for Platonic love
"Seemingly" attainable peace, in vain.

Quashed dreams pain the most,
Even more when ratified the deserving
Harvest i'll never reap.
Devastating Loud silence;
Dreary, Shallow depressions,agitations,
Where art thou, my soul?

In this cup of vanity filled with fickle emotions
I drown most of the times.
Caged in solitude,
Born in wilderness to creativity..

Eyelashes darkened to allure,
With a backdrop of dark circles and hollowness i endure,
Blame the Cupid for the wrong timing
For making me another Narcissus,
Yes i am sick, suffering SOS (self obsessed syndrome)!

Emptiness of mind,
Whether naive or funny, least accepted,
Disgusting feelings,
My Ugly Cheshire cat's smile and unfulfilled miles ahead,
Wish i was born with blue eyes and silver spoon
Wish i enter an epoch filled with dreams, again,
Forget Insatiable needs and
the dump discontent, lest it turns greedy!

Crazy, Yes, i am..
Vanity, I know that's my story..

                              -Nishadha's